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Saturday evening at home ... I did not really want to go out, in fact even to write, nor read nor watch TV ... Do you ever? At certain moments, I sometimes just want to have to think, to dream and fantasize about what will happen ... In general I mean: what will happen in the next few minutes? Who knows, maybe an unexpected sms or a sweet conversation with my mom ... What will happen in the coming days? I called to see me as he said one last time before my departure? I'm going to play I believe in a beach pool, will taste the flavors of hard and watch my house with different eyes all that I have always been surrounded for a while because I know that 'I have more time not in front of me. What will happen in the coming months? Frisco is waiting for me, I expect a whole new world to discover and enjoy, I expect to know new people, new language to learn, to internalize new habits, new freedom to live, new sides of my character to explore. All this scares me a bit 'in reality ... But I think it's normal to leave everything we have of course to something unknown. But that's the beauty. It 's a challenge to myself, I need a comparison with myself, I understand some things that I can not standing here and I can not understand. It 's time to make a change in short, to take out that part of me that is hidden somewhere and that has yet to emerge, that inner strength that I need to start looking only to live on ... And get to say "the best is yet to come, forever."
Meanwhile, my newspaper is thought frantically to my sister, that I can finally reunited on October 10 next. And I am sure it will be one of those moments to be stored in so-called "most beautiful moments of your life." Yes, I will definitely ... Yeah I guess its those little eyes that look around for mine, and when you will find, when our eyes will merge into one ... Well, the emotions take the place of words.
